Tuesday, March 28, 2006

EZT28: Red LettEr DAy
The twenty eight of August was the red letter day when a guy named Edmar came into my life,"Lets make this official" those words I uttered starts it all. I'm now in a relationship. "hey lets make this a serious"I said again. But I'm still not getting any reaction, hey what's wrong with this guy? My mind ask!!! There was a long pause."uh yeah! Got It Thanks!, he said. Ouch! After all these dating days that was the only words he said!! duh!! Ok fineThat's him accept it. He's now my boyfriend anyways. Then we had a dance, just a great couple enjoying the beat of discomusic and suddenly got surprised this guy was staring on my lips. Oh! !He will going to kiss me? here, in front of thecrowd? those were the questionsHe grasp my lips and kiss me as if he was saying "who cares this girl is mine"whoosh! that kiss was nice and he kissed me again. I replied and the night was awesome. After few days of exchanging text SMS and calls, were still in "getting to know" stage.I got myself amazed because he asked lot of questions that sometimes I don't even know the answer. "this guy is different "hmm what's next ?? having five hour phone calls. This is really something.Its Saturday gimmick nights again when me and my friends invite him out. He agreed and then we went.At Onions bar, Libis, I got myself sweet with this guy beside me. I started hugging him and in a glance whoosh!I find him cute and such a gentleman. There's a nagging question in my mind. "do I love this guy?","How long this relationship will goanna be? Its for me to find out.Were having a nice chat. Jokes and I found myself enjoying his company. That was a nice start I said.I'll make sure this will going to last long swear! Then we went on dancing. With great beat, harlem movesand creepwalk combined and in instant were rose of the crowd. People staring our dance moves ! it's amazing we werereceiving compliments and when we got tired were having our chat once again with couple of beers in hand A few moments after my friend grab me up to the dance floor for a dance.And that night there's a lot of cute guys around. I was busy having a glimpse of them while dancingthat I haven't notice that there was a guy in red shirt dancing behind me and I saw Edmar from a far givingme one damn jealous look! Skeptical I was and said is that for real? Is that guy really jealous?After we dance we went back to our table and I found him sleeping in the corner. I stared at him once more.And I love his eyes, nose and height he's like an angel sleeping peacefully but I know he's slight drunk.We had a fun chat till dawn. I wonder if what he's showing me is true but after that nightI started missing him to the point that I wanted to be with him always .He's sweet words cheer up my days and he made me so happy.


we told the story ... 28.3.06

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Friday, March 24, 2006


We sometimes see the people who cares us differently.
We wander around searching the person who will make us happy. Through the pain of the past keep shining us and it seems
like shadows who always follows wherever we may go. Indeed, a much greater person will appear from nowhere,
without even noticing or expecting it.


Sometimes isn't quite right about my life, I guess, I couldn't even expecting it that afar from vanity there
was something that would came out, maybe I can justify Its a reason why I still feel the
happiness after that heartache, why I should still enter to the path of new love, why I should trash off everything
and just let love.


I don't expect that the conversation started on that student hangout will give a road to this I have now.
Uh yeah!....She didn't said "you've got to be kidding me" instead she ride on that water tripping joke and laugh.


Asking someone's name you don't know yet, is not really bad, or maybe perceived isn't that crazy.
But the most craziest thing is that, when the person you've met and exchanged with a conversation is
the same person who would ask " have I met you before?", "Do I know you?", "who are you?" ha-ha!
That person will surely got mad and even erase your digits perhaps.


Well, That is how the story went. But it doesn't end up right there. One day while I am at gym,
There this girl phone me, without hesitations I grab my phone and answer it. The voice came over the phone and I was shocked!
She, the girl I've met pronounced my name correctly. I said " hi there who are you?, but because
I'm not yet finished at my gym routines I end up the call and said "call me later'.

An hour after the first call rang and I was astonished the same voice came up from the phone.
The more or less three hour call became my night routine later I started missing her and the craziest talks.
I seems bursting out my infectious grin every time I hear her voice.


Soon I'm always longing for her and it became terrible when I found myself missing that small cute girl.
We agree to see each other that Friday. The disco and rnb beat rumored at that six sided student hangout and aroma
of beer can smell around.
Before going to their table I saw my friend Raymond moving around,
then I asked him to go with me. Elated to see her, we went to their table . There were two girls seated but
wait I got myself in confusion with the third one (seems like gay ha-ha LOL) I sat beside Rayana,
She's Damn suki-look-alike, a chinita girl with curly hair (which later I found out all natural)
I speak in un shy manner and said "hi!", she replied "hello". The first ten minutes seems like they are shy on us,
so I broke up the silence and did ask " so what? Are we goanna drink or what? They said "sure"
I ordered pitcher of beer and English-prone conversation rules. Darkness almost fall when we decided to go home.
That afternoon I wore conio red swastica shirt and a jacket.
Friday became our meeting day and to see her did not fall into remission.
there were three Fridays that went off until unexpected thins emerge.



The first set up


The girl ask me if I can go with her. She badly needed audience (I later found out that she's working at abs-cbn)
See in myself a shy typo I refuse to go with her but set up provoked, she said " pag di ka pumunta magkalimutan na"
what a silly idea, I was shocked and my cadence beats faster. What a harsh word I said. I decided to go with her and
I cant believe she's hugging me and holding my hands as if were lovers but the fact is -- were just friends.
I was shrugged and the indictment seems I am falling in that for letter word (which starts at L and ends with E)


At car hug and sweet way of caring run still. And before she dropped me off GRRRRR!!!
I found out this " I miss her, miss that moment".

At Malate: The Late Reaction

I'm at home taking rest when my cell phone beeps I read the text message. It says "can you go with me?
well goanna go to Malate". I refuse because I don't have money but still she insist " its my treat don't you worry".

The next thing I did. I fix myself I wore black t-shirt and went there to meet her.
We went to Malate, I remember the name of the bar Common Ground. The disco lights on and disco music lure over the place.
She breaks my silence when she stared at me and said "lets make this official".
That was flabbergasted! Wow! Don't know what to say. IM still in my late reaction but without hesitation I said "
Uh yeah! got it thanks. We dance together. The place was crowded suddenly she got confuse when I grasp her
lips and kiss her in the middle of the crowd. I don't know if she likes the kiss but this went on my mind "this girl is mine".

the story doesn't end right there and I am very sure another version of write ups but that suki- look- alike
will come out. by the way date of love 28 Aug. 2005 Tsk!! tsk!! tsk!!


we told the story ... 24.3.06

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Tuesday, March 07, 2006

you can't have a better tomorrow if you are thinking about yesterday all the time....


we told the story ... 7.3.06

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Sunday, March 05, 2006

his heart goes on strike
On the celebration of our 6th month aniversary. He is still demanding for change. And despite the fact that our country is under National emergency, his heart goes on strike!!!
Yeah he's complaining from this...that...and suffering from this... and that... I did cry inside upon hearing those ive hurt my guy definitely. He did some mistakes but still its my fault
And as I look inside his heart. I saw the torture and pain hidden by genuine love his giving me. And maybe as time goes by I will see his heart rally in Edsa Sgrine together with all his body organs with big flash cards and banner signs saying "get out of my life" and I being mean and miss injustice declare martial law due to the fact that I need him. Oh god what the hell Am I writing here!
On that day we did swear to work everything out.Not only for him but it will benefit us both. I want to say my apology for all those silly things ive made. my love for him is getting sweeter everyday and I will be a mess losing him. But if It is, nothing certain in this world, I just accept that and treasure great memories that our love given us.


we told the story ... 5.3.06

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Friday, March 03, 2006

il mio ragazzo

Che può dico del mio individuo. È giusto che l'adoro l'ama e capisce molto che è molto diverso dagli altri... ed a volte lei può dire "la sono per reale?" io causa il havent immagina Dio darà un individuo cosí unico che amerebbe me cosí molto. È ancora matured molto forte e sarà il migliore che può essere un giorno.
Un individuo che ha il potenziale pieno e molto efficiente.. io il havent immagina saremo come questo.. per quanto so che l'amo lo xo molto e ciò sarebbe per sempre. Non lo partirò mai causa sarò un inferno vivente con fuori da lui.. L'Im guarda inoltra per averlo per e è tanto tempo la sua amica migliore mai..


we told the story ... 3.3.06

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EZT28 *EdMaR*
birthday:May 5
Age: 21
Interest: Playin' my fave sports basketball, reading books, watchin' movies, reading novels(laugh!!), goin' out with my friends 24/7. Surfing the neT
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