The hour of nonstop action is on the way! Then suddenly the scream blared all over the city square, and the camera zooms in on a close-up of twin tower. People glares their naked eyes straight into the building while plane crashing down toward it (making the twin tower stumble). The whole establishment erupted, and thousands of people died while others hurts. And then, a very matter of fact people viewed on what happen is this you do not know when catastrophe strikes, that's terrible.
A certain ring of truth is that those victims love ones astounded with what happen. A nerve-tweaking catastrophe which makes their heart moaned in despair. Surely 20-days before the disaster happens still paving at their way. But 20 seconds after that catastrophe strikes, their love ones bursting out with tears and sadness.
He is Edmar, a 21 year old guy, who loves his gf very much. A very sweet and honest boyfriend that do not dare to hurt his girl and that he treat his beau as fiancee, which later counting on the time 20 days near(his gf's flight). "What will be the indicament of this" he asked himself. Oh! My God, I cant take this to happen" he added.
He still remember one night (that was Dec 14,2005) @ exactly 1:43am he got out surprised when his gf text her it says there --"you can be the icon that you want someday, at first may rejection but it open some door for improvement. Ganun lang naman un eh. When your saying, your shy kasi ganito, ganyan, it hurts me kasi I know you naman eh. WHO NIDS THOSE THINGS BHE? Haay I know you'll be the best that you can be keep up!" -- that text msgs dazed and captivated him " She's so sweet, whats wrong with her" he asked himself.
The next morning he meet his girlfriend with a glimpse of smile at his face. She -her- little-cute girl is waiting and seated near her pals . The girl looks gorgeous with that nice dress and long curly hair. As their casual routines thay have their talks and smile. Suddenly, the most surprising thing happened. The girl was crying and Ed mind got puzzled. He prickles thought of his girl, trying to figure out if he guessed the right reason. Slouched in his chair, propped against his elbow, he stare at his gf's eyes the tears running down to her cheeks . He broke the silence and ask "Baby whats the matter?" It tooka couple of minutes before his gf unfolded the real reason." I love you and I will surely be missing you. I will be leaving this 20th of January for a modeling offer at Singapore". The rhythm of his heart is beating too fast, making him freze in terror indeed turning him vulnerable. Then suddenly the sadness bounds his way. Oh my God!, This cant be" he said. He didn't notice that his tears starting to weep and that he frown. It was really almost with reluctant of not letting his girl fly to the said place. "why did you let this thing happen?, why did you let me fall in love with you if you'll just leave me after? He asked again. The 2 questions makes his gf hug him tight. "It was been my dream since last year, I tried to hold on but my mom all all those people surrounds mere insisting that this is it.(my opportunity to bet a name in the field) don't worry that will only takes 3 months and I swear nothin will gonna change." the girl said. "But how can I leave without you?. The guy asked again his eyes are now turning red because of that tears trying to skip there.
Although he is sad, he did make his gf laugh the moment their heading home. " I must stick to her words, I know she'll be coming back" he said to his mind.
He pretend that he can cope up with the situation but as the time passes by, the sadness he felt is increasiing. He cant even sleep, there were aslo times that he did not go to school. " Oh God This is terrible! I cant take this" he uttered. Soon the happy days turns melodramic mea culpa to him. He's always sad, he also forgot to laugh (and even how to spell that word). There were sleepless nights in which his mind and heart moaned to total despair.
he just throw back some beers for his sadness to be lessen. He can't live without his gf, thats the real thing. But he cant do nothing his gf wants to go there.
It was around 9:45 am, 15 minutes before his gf step-on to that plane. They let their self hug each other for the remaining minutes. Again, the floor spotted by their tears " bhaby take care there ok, I will wait for your call. the guy said. "yeah you too tc. his gf replied. It was already 10 am the girl need to go. " bye" that is the last word that the guy heard. The plane was already flying to the air, But at the airport the guy still standing, his tears weeping still.He can't believe that his gf is not with him anymore. The girl left him for a modelling job in Singapore.
The week after the 20-th of January is still fine, But later the call and email his receiving was lessen. Soon the guy always cry and that a bottle of beer turn as his companion. He aslo dropped his subjects, and at his room he stare to his gf's pictures all day. Two weeks after his sister found the guy body dead. He died in despair. He kill himself. Maybe he prefer to die than to live without the girl he draw and offer the plan.
The thing that the guy did is such foolishness and not advisable. But there are some guy like Ed who prefer to end up their despair by killing theirself. Who prefer to die than experiencing the hurt and sadness. Who believe that in love their is also catastrophe, and when it strikes it will mess thier life and turn disaster to him
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