Wednesday, February 22, 2006
EzT FLICKS
it was another deadly blow that directly hit its mark straight to my heart upon hearing those words I began considering a new path of my life.
I went home with a lowly heart, no tears, no emotions, no nothing at all. I guess most of us do our crying in private.
I've accepted long before our red letter day that this would end. Nothing certain in this world I can deal with that. But the thing I could not bear is to see this someone close to my heart suffer and hold this relationship for long.
My heart bleeds when he endured countless sleepless nights because of too much anxiety and ate three stress strong meals everyday. I cant deny that sometimes I fail his expectations and I cant ride on to his jokes. But word scratch my heart to hell. I wish I didn't heard that I wish he didn't said at all.
Although he said his apology, still there's something in me that is in pieces. But I must stay strong. A storm just hit us and I must face the light that brought about by the new day with vigor and enthusiasm with hope and faith. And because I want this relationship to last I must keep on fighting and dream.
we told
the story ...
22.2.06
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